Your Existing Situation

“Needs extra attention and must feel she is very important to those around her. If she doesn’t think she is being spoiled enough, she may shut herself off from others.”

Your Stress Sources

“Current problems are seen as dangerous and threatening. she is angry a the thought she will have to continually put off her own goals for the time being, leaving her feeling powerless to change things. she feels used, overwhelmed, and exhausted at the demands placed on her. “

Your Restrained Characteristics

His confidence is low but she is unable to admit that is the reason for her avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of her control and she is making the best of it.

“Believes her hopes and dreams are realistic, but needs reassurance from others. Has strict standards when looking for a partner and wants guarantees that she will not be disappointed or lose.”

Is satisfied and finds contentment through sexual activity.

“Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult.”

Your Desired Objective

Seeks to be known for something she has accomplished and uses her social abilities to win people over. Emotional and sensitive and romantic.

Your Actual Problem

“Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. she tries to escape into a fantasy world where things go her way and her desires are easier to reach.”

Oh wow, it’s the 31st of December 2011 already.
What an interesting year. Made new friends, lost some, finished school, had a hectic love life (when isn’t it?) , got a car & started the rest of my life with a job! Wow.
Should be an exciting New Years tonight. Going to Timaru (a town nearby) to go to a carnival with all of my closest friends. Then watching fireworks, checking out Timaru clubs & doing crazy shit!
Should be an exciting night!!
Infinite ex’s & oh’s

OMG I am on my mum’s friend’s iPad 2 at the moment, it is so cool! I really might have to get myself one of these haha.
Went to the gym today for a my first session :) I joined it the other day. It is such a nice gym, really nicely laid out and the trainers are really nice (& a tad good looking too hahaha) always a bonus. So now my legs are killing me! Found muscles I didn’t know I had haha.
Also doesn’t help that I got a tad sunburnt. Should turn into a tan eventually though :)
Shopping in Christchurch tomorrow hopefully. So keen! Praying that my holiday pay hasn’t rn out yet though.

Why must I start liking someone again even tho I have a perfectly good relationship?? Gah! Just as long as I don’t act upon my “slight” feelings then everything should be fine :) . It’s just him & I are so different :/ . Hopefully in this case, opposites attract…
I have decided I am going to start posting pictures of my life like all those really cool personal photo blogs you see. I have been lusting over them for ages so I have decided to take action & do one myself! I am going to start it just before Christmas & in time for New Years :) . Eventually, I will buy myself an Android cell phone & be able to blog from that when I am not near my laptop & I’m in the mood.

He wants to come with me to the cafe’. Exciting :) It’s going to be like a brunch thing sometime next week hopefully. I was quite shocked actually because he doesn’t seem to be the type to like cafe’s. Which then got me thinking… How well do we know each other? For example, I wouldn’t have a clue what his favorite meal was if I was going to cook him dinner for his birthday or something. I really need to investigate this further…
I also really need to start my Christmas Shopping! I would really like to do secret Santa with all my friends because otherwise it is going to be waaay too expensive to buy a nice present for everyone. I hope they all agree. We’ll have to arrange it sometime when we are all free.
Oh my gosh, the Grad Party is tomorrow night. I’m really excited! I think it’s because I ruined my own after-ball by crying the whole night over a boy… Super -.- So I’m going to make this memorable :D

“…Brisbane City on foot to find this lovely little french café called Le Bon Choix - (which I had never even heard of or seen before). When we arrived, we ordered three chocolate macarons and a Mocha. The café itself was absolutely adorable, and the girl welcomed everybody who stepped inside with Bonjour! They had a good selection of different sweets, and savory foods and the café was beautifully decorated with Christmas trees, tinsel and fairy lights for the holidays…”

I am going to this cafe. This girl I follow on my other blog just blogged this (http://melodyjosie.tumblr.com/) & it sounds amazing! A new wee’ cafe called “Cafe Macaroon” just opened up in Hinds & I am dying to go there & taste the food. Might drag Robbie along… Haha. Not entirely sure whether he even likes Cafe’ food or not? Too bad! Haha. I mean, what’s not to like?? He likes coffee so I think I’m safe :)